October: A Time to Mourn

Haley had prepared me: “It starts with shock. Lots of different feelings will wave over you. Take them all in as they are and digest later.”

And Marcy permitted me: “Feel the feels. When triggers come, don’t try to stop the tears- let yourself cry. Trust that eventually, God will lift you back up, and you’ll go on living.”

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September: Safe Harbor

It took me a while to know, I don’t need to punish myself for what I did when I was drowning. I think that’s what September was for… looking my failures square in the face, but also looking at Jesus, who paid for them, and knows what to do to make everything right.

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August: The Shipwreck

We had known it wouldn’t be easy. But I guess we failed to anticipate all the ways it would not be easy. We would have been better off calibrating our expectation for something like ‘wild, wild western showdown, on a boat, stuck in the mud, in the dark’.

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July: The Shipyard

To Jay, who became my good friend, I gave the encouragement: “You’re the man for the job!” This became our rallying cry: I’d say it to him, or he’d give me its twin response: “You’re the girl for the job.”

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